for not letting me goI wish nobody cared, so I didn't have to worry about who else I was hurting so I could slip away in silence without disturbing your dreamsI wish you'd stop throwing me empty words of concern, hollow promises I wish you'd stop giving me these little things to hold on to so I could just let go and drownI wish you'd forgive me forget meI wish you'd stop beating this corpse, crying 'get up, for my sake' I wish you'd let me just lie here and wither awayit's cold, I'm tired, and this hurts so much I just want to sleep--let me goI've given up on me, why can't you?let me bury what's left of this infanticide I don't want to drag you